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| User: | lapsedmodernist (93814) 
Lapsed Modernist
magical dementia by way of urban dyslexia
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| Name: | a girl mad as birds |
| Location: | house made of time, Edgewood, United States |
| Birthdate: | 1978-07-01 |
| Bio: | Moscow - Paris - Chicago - Ohio - London - Los Angeles - New York City - Ecuador - Boston - The Netherlands
I am an idiot-savant when it comes to America today.
"I don't know Brooklyn. No one does really. People always go there and never come back. Lotsa streets in Brooklyn nobody ever heard of, like Funyew-Ogstein-Crypt Boulevard."
-Winter's Tale
Жарило солнце, перед глазами плавали красные пятна, дрожал воздух на
дне карьера, и в этом дрожании казалось, будто Шар приплясывает на месте,
как буй на волнах. Он прошел мимо ковша, суеверно поднимая ноги повыше и
следя, чтобы не наступить на черные кляксы, а потом, увязая в рыхлости,
потащился наискосок через весь карьер к пляшущему и подмигивающему Шару.
Он был покрыт потом, задыхался от жары, и в то же время морозный озноб
пробирал его, он трясся крупной дрожью, как с похмелья, а на зубах
скрипела пресная меловая пыль. И он уже больше не пытался думать. Он
только твердил про себя с отчаянием, как молитву: "Я животное, ты же
видишь, я животное. У меня нет слов, меня не научили словам, я не умею
думать, эти гады не дали мне научиться думать. Но если ты на самом деле
такой... всемогущий, всесильный, всепонимающий... разберись! Загляни в мою
душу, я знаю, там есть все, что тебе надо. Должно быть. Душу-то ведь я
никогда и никому не продавал! Она моя, человеческая! Вытяни из меня сам,
чего же я хочу, - ведь не может же быть, чтобы я хотел плохого!.. Будь оно
все проклято, ведь я ничего не могу придумать, кроме этих его слов:
"СЧАСТЬЕ ДЛЯ ВСЕХ, ДАРОМ, И ПУСТЬ НИКТО НЕ УЙДЕТ ОБИЖЕННЫЙ!"
Пикник На Обочене
CURRENT TERROR ALERT LEVEL
“la verite est en marche et rien ne l'arretera”
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| Memories: | 922 entries |
| Interests: | 105: "the real", 9/11 souveniers, 99 red balloons, abjection, andromeda, anthropology, augury, binaries, bodies without organs, brooklyn, brothers strugatsky, buffy the vampire slayer, cathexis, chess, chrismas lights, chronotopes, conspicuous consumption, cyborges, deep dish tv, disaster memorabilia, dream analysis, ethnographic filmmaking, existential science fiction, fairy tales, faust, fcp, fictive kin, free speech tv, georg simmel, gift economies, grapes, henry kuttner, history as sorcery, homo sacer, human universals, hypobole, hypocognition, ilunga, insomnia, islands, jean rouch, johnny cash, killarney clary, kissing, lacan, leonard cohen, logic, lynn, masculinity vs. heterosexuality, metonymy, michael taussig, mimesis, mirrors, mythologies, nabokov, nonnons, noumenons, nuclear tourism, obscure astrology systems, ocean-water-clean, one-dimensional man, orchid hunting, orgonomy, point/counterpoint as a heuristic, polaroid transfers, possibly apocryphal stories, progressive media, promiscuity of objects, rabbit holes, rings, ritual, salamanders, schrodinger's cat, sherlock holmes, shocking & awful, stained glass, stopping the apocalypse, stopping the neocon apocalypse, strategic antonomasia, sx-70, symbolic order, symbols, tattoos, the "left behind" series, the 50s, the angel of history, the bikini atoll, the kula ring, the pinternet, the scopes trial, the un-50s, theophile, theories of value, these lacustrine cities, thick description, urban decay, urban magical realism, vampires, vavilov, veronica mars, victorian extreme sports, vladimir vysotsky, weltschmertz, whiskey, wilhelm reich |
| Schools: | None listed |
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